Verd ori'shya beskar'gam. Haat, Ijaa, tor...

the saying goes, "lose the battle, win the war"...right? something along those lines. if i'm not mistaken, it simply tells us to pick our battles...don't waste your time on the little fights if you want to make it to the end of the tunnel. why pick at every little thing? why not just let it go? don't make a mountain out of a molehill, anthill, whatever.

BUT. what if we go so long without fighting any of the battles we want to fight, and eventually build up so much pressure inside that it ends up exploding into a completely different war?

i mean, does that make sense?

what happens when you keep letting things go? do we eventually hit this limit where all the bottled up tribulations blend into this giant steaming catastrophe that blows up from the slightest tremor?

there are so many days that i just wish i could go back. so much i'd do differently. but mostly i just want to go back to feel safe again. knowing that i wouldn't be out in the "real world" for a more years. i want to belong to that crowd again, want to walk through graduation without worrying about silly things. want to soak it all in again.

the good parts always zoom by.